Sunday, June 22, 2008


I've been pondering the reason for me not blogging for such a long time. And I can only come to the conclusion that I only blog when I feel sad or mellow.
But for one full year, you're my source of happiness that uncluttered my soul. You're the single reason that have transformed me from a Coldplay-loving guy, to a Fergie idol. From soul to pop. from cloudy to sunny. From greyscale to technicolor.

One Year

One Year is 12 months, or 52 weeks or 365 days. Whichever way you look at it, It a long long time. Try as I might, I can't find a way of making a year sounds like a short time. I can't kid myself that the next year would be a testing, but exhilirating one at the same time.

Ever since received the good news that I'll get to achieve one of my ultimate goal of working in this company, my emotions have been on a roller coaster ride. Happy and exhilarated by the chance to see the world and earn some moolah, but at the same time sad that I'll have to leave behind my source of stabilty and happiness for one year. Sad for no longer able to wake up to your calm sleepy face in the morning. Sad for not able to greet your mornings with hugs and kisses. Sad for not able to take care of you when you're ill. Sad that the exact 2 things that I've always wanted, I'll have to choose one at the expense of the other.

I wish I can be a good juggler, to be able to maintain a long distance relationship to be as warm and loving as the time we had for the past year, and yet still achieve all my career goals. Only time will tell if I succeed...